Tuesday, December 06, 2011
new middle @ 7:22 AM
hello to all those who've been reading this blog.i haven't been posting in detail since october and to be honest, i had thought of deleting all sort of social connections online.not because it got boring, my life came up to the point of no return boredom and everything seemed normal. i don't like normal, the routine of life animated me in a robotic way - my breakdown wasn't sudden. i should have written about it, even if it was sad.at this stage of my life, i'm still in the wrecking edge of self-disappointment and self-discovery. i'm having pre-graduation blues, am missing my university classmates early forward, they don't know this. i'm too awkward to tell them the truth.i want to start my career as an artist, seriously, it'd break my mother's heart but - i have to do this - become a full time artist.i'm really hopeful, my next posts will be some of random sketches and fewer thoughts and head dripples. i wish you don't mind. this is no beginning, i wouldn't want to start over, i'm too exhausted, i'm going to grab hold of what i already have, push head-gear on and pull. right in the middle.i'm sure you wouldn't mind.